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[10 Jul 2006|02:02pm] |
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i havnt updated in forever and i recently took a look at some old comments and this one by far is one of the best....its sweet and makes me really sad cause of what happened between us too...but ahahah i dunno it makes me happy at the same time cause i could never imagine being without him in my life
hey ma
yo whats up my love
i know im nuts but me and you can work through anything that comes at us. i mean anything at all. your always there for me and i think its awesome. i just gotta make sure im doin the same for you.
yo nig were gettin some blackberry fresca and capt morgans tattoo.
speakin of tats, me and you are goin up on saturday so we can make your appointment and i can give them the artwork. and then im tryin to get nasty. ya feel me?
i love you
i always will
dont forget that
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[10 Jul 2006|01:46am] |
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wow its been awhile i forgot i had this thing
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[01 Dec 2005|04:16am] |
We can't agree on a single thing
I don't know why
We almost killed each other
On the inside
I managed to be a jerk anyway
It doesn't have to be this way
Forget about
The things I said
I make no
Excuse for them
I want to start again
I want to start again
We all walk our separate ways
I don't know why
I hope we meet again
Somewhere some day
I can't change the way you feel
It doesn't have to be this way
Forget about
The things I said
I make no
Excuse for them
I want to start again
I want to start again
I think about the two of us
I don't know why
I feel good on the inside
It's different now
I'm one I stand alone
I have to be this way
I have to be this way
Forget about
The things I said
I make no
Excuse for them
I want to start again
I want to start again
I want to start again
I want to start again
Forget about
The things I said
Forget about
The things I said
Forget about
The things I said
Forget about...
Forget about...
Forget about...
Forget about...
Forget about...
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[15 Nov 2005|03:58pm] |
school sucks
ive been feeling like crap the past few weeks
i hope it stops
c- on a paper = GAY
im dissappointed in gwen stefani
afro mutha fuckin M-A-N
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[03 Nov 2005|02:59pm] |
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i hate school
i havnt written in this in awhile
what causes ear wax?
why do we need the past participle? i mean do you REEEAAALLLY use that for anything?
if you know the answers to my burning questions plese reply
im in the schools comp lab i feel like a nut sucker being here
i hate it
i miss all my friends yo if people can see this on the HUGE FUCKING monitor immm in trouble hahhaha
i have to transfer
here are the options Gwenydd mercy, penn state abington, drexel, penn ;) ahahahah if the person reading this gets it theyll laugh a lil bit....annnd i dunno where else im prolly gonna eithre go for nursing or the radiation therepy for the moulon rouge....fucking moneyyyy talllk!!!!! ;) or pre-vet
im really thinking about it i know its a lot of school and a lot of money but it would be such a fun job...plus noone is gonna hear them complain if they like didt have enough anestisa or if i mess up...cause pets cant talk!!!!
if you have any suggestions on what i should be when i grow up lemme know....but if its a salry under 60,000 a year don't even bpther...ok ok 55,000
surveyyyyyyy
How did we meet?
What did you think of me?
Has your veiw changed?
How long have we been friends?
Why?
Do you think i've improved?
Did i do anything in the past your glad i don't do now?
Am I a good friend?
WHats my favorite song?
Color?
Food?
Movie?
Whats my Biggest Flaw?
Best Attribute?
Best physical feature?
If you could change one thing about me what would it be and why?
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[13 Oct 2005|11:22pm] |
Did you sleep on the wrong side?
I'm catching a bad vibe
And it's contagious, What's the latest?
Speak your heart, Don't bite your tongue
Don't get it twisted, Don't misuse it
What's your problem?
Lets resolve it
We can solve it, What's the causes?
It's official, You got issues
I got issues, but I know I miss you
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
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[05 Oct 2005|02:15am] |
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[10 Aug 2005|02:15am] |
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last night was awsome stayed out all night came in at like 6 20....it was great fun times fun times
i love this song...both the one with her lyrics and with the ones from house of leaves...such a good song
but noone remebers either version
HEY PRETTY
Kyrie suggested we go for a drive in her new 2-door BMW coupe
In the parking lot, we slipped into her bucket seats
Kyrie took over from there.
At nearly 90 miles per hour she zipped us up to that windy edge
Known to some as Mullholland, that sinuous road running the ridge of the Santa Monica Mountains
Where she then proceeded to pump her vehicle in and out of turns
Sometimes dropping down to 50 miles per hour, only to immediately gun it back up to 90 again
Fast, slow, fast, fast, slow
Sometime a wide turn sometimes a quick one she preferred the tighter ones
The sharp controlled jerks, swinging left to right before driving back to the right
Only so she could do it all over again until after enough speed, and
enough wind, and more distance than I had been prepared to expect
Taking me to parts of the city I rarely think of and never visit...
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna take a ride with me?
Through my world
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna kick and slide
Through my world
I can't remember the inane things I started babbling about then, I know it didn't really matter, she wasn't listening
She just yanked up on the emergency brake, dropped her seat back, and told me to lie on top of her
On top of those leather pants of hers, extremely expensive leather pants
mind you, her hands immediately guiding mine over those soft, slightly oily folds
Positioning my fingers on the shiny metal tab, small and round, like a tear
Then murmuring a murmur so inaudible that even though I could feel her
lips tremble against my ear, she seemed far, far away
Pinch it, she said, which I did, lightly, until she also said pull it,
which I also did, gently parting the teeth, one at a time, down under
and beneath, the longest unzipping of my life...
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna take a ride with me?
Through my world
Hey pretty
Don't you wanna kick and slide
Through my world
Hey pretty
My pretty baby
Rock it through my world
Hey pretty
My pretty baby
Rock it through my world
We never even kissed, or looked into each other's eyes, our lips just
Trespassed on those inner labyrinths hidden deep within our ears,
Filled them with the private music of wicked words
Hers in many languages, mine in the off-color of my only tongue, until
as our tones shifted and our consonants spun and squealed, rabbled faster, hesitated, raced harder
Syllables soon melting into groans or moans, finding purchase in new words, or old words, or made-up words
Until we gathered up our heat and refused to release it, enjoying too
much the dark lane which we had suddenly stumbled upon
Prayed to, carved to, not a communication really, but a channeling of
our rumored desires, hers for all I know gone to black forests and
wolves, mine banging back to the familiar form, that great revenant mystery I still could only hear the shape of
Which in spite of our separate lusts and individual prize, still
continued to drive us deeper into stranger tones, our mutual desire to keep gripping the burn
Fueled by sound, hers screeching, mine...I didn't hear mine, only hers, probably counter-pointing mine
A high pitched cry, then a whisper dropping unexpectedly, to practically
a bark, a grunt, whatever, no sense anymore, and suddenly no more curves either, just the straightaway
Too bad dark languages rarely survive..."
Das nicht zu Hause sein
Das nicht zu Hause sein
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[08 Aug 2005|11:29am] |
saturday night was awesome ahah i had a lot of fun it was cool to see miss again...everyone was retarded...i was mangled...cate was ....well cate took ver my title as black out beer slut puking all night in the bath room hahaahha
im gonna miss these times </3
i had to get up for work and go home at like 7 30 which sucked i came downsairs and everyone was passed out ahahah miss had a blanket covering just her face haahah crazy
well Ms. dillon has yet to call so i dunno the plans for today
...and i havnt talked to randy in a bit...
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| I Work At Pin Ups |
[04 Aug 2005|11:20pm] |
-work tonight
my register didnt come up short
-last night someone fumbled and i got the shit ebd of the stick for it
-my feet hurt
i told my mom about me and randy haha hshe didnt really say anything
pineapple orange crystal light
told my momma bout the fight...ahah she laughed
- hindus
- chestnut hill placement tests
driving soon
- i only have dirty clothes ahha
- cate going to college
- other friends going to college
- not seeing dan
- feeling crappy
-RANDY'S DAD WALKING IN ON ME TAKING A PEE
might be getting a pet shark!
BOOBS
convincing dan scanlan i was a dancer at pin-ups
+++++++Tuesday AFTERNOON
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[01 Aug 2005|04:03am] |
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gideon yago thinks hes sooooo cool
friday was another good night at cates
hilsee shoewd up with some people who drank all the twisted tea i boght for me and cate ...ahah yeahhh
so it was me randy dave rich sam kathleen pat andrew hilsses friends + brandon, then for like a split second it was chrstie, amber , jim,justine,raquel, anddddddd raquels boyfriend? ahaha dave got his one suite at Hotel Dillon rich and randy stayed over to so that was cool...we went thru a case of miller, some yuengling,a 6 pack od peachtwisted tea,fuckin watermellon stuff, andthen a 12 pack of regular twisted tea... but only a couple people drank it ws pretty cool i was pretty buzzed i had the hiccups for like an hour tho ahhaaheveryone went to bed and me and rand cleaned up a little, it was a ngith for heart to hearts i heard...haha well with cate and rand and me and him and me hillse and cate had our moment in the kitchen ahaha
then we woke up
scrambled eggs
me cate and randy watched uncle buck then she took him home we rested thnnnnnnn she locked herself out of the house ahahha at least all th trash was like...bagged...but still it sucked she almost got caught cause of something that gay ahahh but her parentsdid ask about the smoke detector hahah but anyway later saturday night we headed up to a party at britney and amands so that was pretty fun..i didnt drink cause i had my special reason ;) and i had work the next morning anyway annnd cate had to drive so she didnt hhaha so we came to my house went to sleep then i got up sh drove me to work, it sucked i suck at my job ahaha annnnd im looking for a new one...sooo yeah gotta look in the paper. after work i went to randys jim and dave were there for a little they left and we just hung out for a little, came home watched the truman show and read some of my drivers book, i need my S.S. card tho soooo i guess i gotta go down to the social security office to get a new card before i get my permit.....thhhhats about it
p.s. triple Hs car is the shit
but our boom box was better
ahahahah her g moms car doesnt have a CD player so we listed to kelly clarkson and JT and journey on a purple CD player that i had to hold so the batteries wouldnt fall out ahhah it was a funny site
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| I know you sometimes hate the stupid things i do, another lonely night ,another way to make it right |
[29 Jul 2005|04:42pm] |
tonight should be fun...i hope it is....i hope my mom doesnt get all suspicious and call and shit...fun times fun times....i figured out how i want my hair cut annnd i have some picture i just hope whoever does it doesnt make me look like i have a mullet.and i hope that my hair grows fast even thi i could prolly do it now...i really just need it shaped...its gonna be like long in the front and then like razor layers in the back...itll be cool if it turns out how i want it to.
the truth, is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apoligize for bleeding on your shirt
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| whats it smell like?...bad music...i love dave |
[24 Jul 2005|02:44am] |
work tonight booooooooo. im def on the look out for work...i dont like my current job....i want more money...and to be able to sit down..and someplace smaller
i miss cate shes down the shore
i think i might go down if my fam does
randy isnt going to his grand pops so thats cool
today i went to his house on my dinner break
his lazy ass was asleep on the couch so i had to kick him awake hahaha
im the best girlfriend ever cause i bought him chicken nuggets ahahah...well thats what i told myself i dont know if he agrees
shark week is almost over
i still want this book
buy it for me for christmas or something...or just because you love me or have some extra money
The Little Guides-SHARKS...its a fog city press book...consultant editor-leighton taylor
ahah i found some stuff i forgot to give cate...
she still has my CDs and Pants...most of this is for me to remind myself..and for other pople to remind me
...havnt updated in awhile
ahhha i went to the Ould SOD with pat rich and cate...i didnt wanna be there cause it was pretty gay plus i felt uncomfortable...ahaha so we went to pats...saw pat sook rich and kathleen!recently..other than that..havnt seen many other people i was sopossed to.. I.E. kate stott LAURA THE DEVIL MERCADANTE!!!!!!! MAD SHOUT OUTS ahahha...dan,kelly,missy,hillsee,toni, im prolly forgetting people ahahah
i love the bull shark
poss my fav...him and the thresher, and the bronze whaler is cool cause its pretty...oh yeah...were going to the aqaurium, but im not sure when..hopefully in the net couple weeks...and the zoo...guest list so far...ME! id go alone if i had to...summer is not over with out a trip to the aquarium
i realized...that im such a sucker for stupid history channel nd discovery channel shows....i do love sharks tho....im gonna get fish tank with em in it...and snakes...and rabbits and chinchillas...
ILL HAVE A CHINCHELLA!!!
HE THINKS IM MEXICAN.
YOU'RE NOT?
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this was a fun week...there were some highlights....swimming, rap sing-a-longs...DMX!! and some other things ahahaha
today was fun...it was just me and randy..but we both agreed as much as we like alone time we wouldnt want it all the time cause wed miss everyone...id miss daves dancing and pickin his nose, cate nd my rap offs...and noodles crazy faces
i have to go in tomorrow for paper work booo and they training day...boooooo fuck the coporate world BIATCH
i dunno why but i think this is one of THE most romantic songs ever...and its funny its one of mine and cates songs.....im not even kidding i love jay
Uhh uhh uhh.
You ready B? Let's go get 'em..
Look for me! Young, B
Cruisin down the westside - high, way
Doing what we like to do - our, way
Eyes behind shades, this necklace the reason
all of my dates been blind dates
But today, I got my thoroughest girl wit me
I'm mashin the gas, she's grabbin the wheel,
it's trippy how hard she She rides wit me
- the new Bobby and Whitney
Only time we don't speak is during "Sex and the City"
She gets Carrie fever, but soon as the show is over
She's right back to being my soldier
Cuz mami's a rider, and I'm a roller
Put us together, how they gon' stop both us?
What ever she lacks, I'm right over her shoulder
When I'm off track mami is keepin me focused
So let's, lock this down like it's supposed to be
The '03 Bonnie and Clyde, Hov' and B
Holla
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
Down we ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
Down we ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
The problem is, you dudes treat the one that you lovin
with the same respect that you treat the one that you humpin
that ain't 'bout nothin - if ever you mad about somethin
It won't be that; oh no it won't be that
I don't be at, places where we comfy at
With no be-atch; oh no you won't see that
And no, I ain't perfect - nobody walkin this earth's surface is
But girlfriend, work with the kid
I keep you workin at Hermes, Burkin bag,
Manolo Blahnik Tim's, aviator lens
600 drops, Mercedes Benz
The only time you wear Burberry to swim
And I don't have to worry, only worry is him
She do anything necessary for him
And I do anything necessary for her
so don't let the necessary occur, yep!
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
Down we ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
Down we ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
Talk to 'em B
If I was your girlfriend
I'll be there for you, if somebody hurts you
Even if that somebody was me
Yeah-hee (break it down for 'em B)
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be
And so I put this on my life
Nobody or nothing will ever come between us
And I promise I'll give my life
my love and my trust if you was my boyfriend
Put this on my life
The air that I breathe in, all that I believe in
I promise I'll give my life
my love and my trust if you was my boyfriend
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
Down we ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
Down we ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
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[07 Jul 2005|01:30am] |
today was a good day
i met up with randy
i was hot and sweaty
the air con felt great
other stuff felt great
i had fun even if i didnt sleep over
and then i got home
and i thought i was gonna eat good chicken..
but my dumbass brother ate it all
and then i was sad
i hope cate has a gathering before her rents come back
party marty dillon and nina rose
i had tons if ice cream and whipped cream...hooray for fatties!
im watching dangerous minds
i dare you to name at least 3 good coolio songs...and dont say gangstas paradise oooor the keenan and kel theme song
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[06 Jul 2005|05:13am] |
Your Summer Anthem is Beverly Hills by Weezer
Where I come from isn't all that great
My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me
Your weird, wacky summer will be better than any summer in the Hamptons! |
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[03 Jul 2005|08:56pm] |
yeahhhh good weekend...well friday was fun times at cates...party time... it starts the same way..me and cate drink bepfe people come over and dance to white lines...i will miss these special times when she goes away to college <3.
it was awesome to see kathleen again ahaha and steph and brittany amanda and sean...nice kids..i like em...ahaha...me and cate had beerial for breakfast in our sippy bowls? ...can you say that?
NO NO NO YOU CANT...noodle had his friend come over...he was nice and stephs friend..i like new people ahahha....but yes it was a fun time...saturday we recovered from the night before...
yadaa yada yada.....i got new glasses and im cleaning my room and i dont have a job yet....
oooh yeah who dances around to white lines and TLC?
i do
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[24 Jun 2005|01:25pm] |
| Your Aquarius Drinking Style |
 Aquarius and drinking don't go together that well (except for water, that is).
You have an innate tendency toward know-it-allism, and if you get an idea while sizzled, you're more stubborn than a stain or a stone.
If you're throwing a party or organizing an outing, however, you're too preoccupied with their duties to get combative -- and you make perfectly charming drunks in that case.
Fortunately, you're usually capital drink-nursers.
You also make the best-designated drivers (if people can get you before you start raising your wrist).
You are fascinated by drunken people and capable of holding interesting conversations with soused strangers while sober. | | Your Signature Cocktails | | Aquarius is likely to order stuff most people have never heard of: a capirinha, Satan's whiskers, a negroni, an Arthur Tompkins. You like to stump the bartender. This sign rules the color electric blue, and you would be pleased by any tipple featuring blue curacao. You also rule the olive tree, so pour the juice into that dirty martini. | | Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies | | Paris Hilton, Jennifer Aniston, Ellen DeGeneres, Dr. Dre, Ashton Kutcher, Christina Ricci, Justin Timberlake, and Elijah Wood. |
Your Birthdate: February 5 |
With a birthday on the 5th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine.
You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility |
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| hold me closer tony danza |
[07 Jun 2005|11:24pm] |
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don’t bold is false.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I don’t watch much TV these days.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I have tried marijuana.
09. I have seen at least one porn movie.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like & respect Al Sharpton.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I have been told I: have an applebottom(women) or am packing(men).
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I am really, really smart.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I hate the rain.
24. I am paranoid at times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, & scar-free.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother &/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs(females) or face(males) on a regular basis.
35. I have a twin.
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails in the past.
37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last six months.
40. I know how to cornrow.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is hot.
45. I have cheated on an significent other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I’m popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I am bourgie & have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I am obsessed with my livejournal.
58. I don't hate people..
59. I am a pretty good dancer
60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past six months.
66. I love drama.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I have rejected someone before.
69. I currently have a crush on someone.
70. I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I have called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green Fan Club.
76. I am not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least ten years older or younger.
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am online 24/7
82. I have at least five away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on livejournal.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds & the bees" with a neighbor or friend.
88. I enjoy country music.
89. I would die for my best friends.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I am obsessive, anal retentive, & a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals & all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story".
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants & I like it.
98. i have dated a close friends ex.
99. I am happy at this moment.
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